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If There Were A Reason

by Cloud Tapes

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1.
Tell everyone one you know Space is full of breathing holes The light that’s shining through Is itching for a change of venue If trying to stay clean Is your source of difficulty Don’t face the consequence You’re only wasting oxygen Are you all right? It’s funny that you say We could have seen this coming You should have spoken up But you were too busy running No one’s talking when they speak Especially while discreet Just make sure don’t Confuse this spark for a glow Are you all right? Go ahead take your time I’m wasting all of mine Misread the vital signs Checked out long ago Tell everyone one you know Space is full of breathing holes The light that’s shining through Is itching for a change of venue I can barely concentrate Let alone feel alone Trapped in the ceiling fan Above my body I will float Are you all right? Yeah I feel fine
2.
Square Peg 04:11
Fitting square pegs into circular holes Everyone thinks I lack self-control Acting like I’ve got some disease I’m alright man, I do as I please Social circles are just downward spirals Conscience constantly in a state of denial The whole world’s got something to sell Favors for favors you know too well Go hang up the phone And just don’t even bother Some days I think I should have been born a daughter I’m so tired of these worn-out clichés Lay them to rest at the end of the day Smiles captured in some old photographs I laughed so hard my lungs collapsed Go hang up the phone And just don’t even bother Some days I think I should have been born a daughter
3.
Change of plans for tonight I’m taking stock of everything It’s just as you surmised Hanging on every word Swimming in a fiery lake Savoring its warm embrace Your honesty is second-rate It hurts to play along While trying to stand tall My spine keeps questioning me Acting like it’s no one’s fault Blaming these faulty genes It’s not another second chance I’m derailing from the tracks Suspense never seems to last An instant flashback Sitting underneath the shade I’m in love with what you create Joining in this promenade Always out of time While trying to stand tall My spine keeps questioning me Acting like it’s no one’s fault Blaming these faulty genes
4.
Razor's Face 03:12
Turn the razor on its face As the world slowly twists you In your place So take the time to separate You’ve become what you’ve become So self-contained Shake the stardust off your sleeves Get your head out of the clouds Just to breathe On a self-destructive holiday Pretty soon I’ll be coming down So unfazed The more you think, the more it consumes As I’m slowly becoming you Melt me with your summer eyes The rivers grow as I shrink Down to size Although people feign surprise Traces in their smile will soon Unearth the guise Questions will remain unasked When answers are all that ever Paved the path Pay attention to the lines Of words inscribed in skin A compromise The more you think, the more it consumes I think I’m slowly becoming you
5.
Sleepwalk through life I’ll dream when I’m dead That’s what I tell myself Too many fish In this crowded sea It’s safer inside my shell Painless In one smooth stroke Some days you’ve got to say no A descendent of The condescending You think you know but you won’t Look at the way you act You sure put the ass in class Look at the way you are With nothing to prove Back in control Where the flowers are wild Try not to lose sight Ring the bells And give in to the Infinity of time Look at the way you act You sure put the ass in class Look at the way you are With nothing to prove While you were pleading I was too busy decompressing
6.
How can you be so damn sure of it? While trapped inside your labyrinth Of all the trees planted inside your brain You kept the one that just threw shade Far beyond all innocence Our cells are rearranging Far beyond all innocence Isn’t this frustrating? Under the guise of astrology Came the proof of a lonely novelty A force of habit that you’ll break in time One that involved wasting all of mine Far beyond all innocence Our cells are rearranging Far beyond all innocence Isn’t this frustrating?
7.
Stranded here with all this expanse Vacated the landscape In the meantime, time treated you kind Well isn’t that just great? The pendulum swings on gravity’s strings There’s no shaking it off Whether it’s screens or old magazines The truth is everyone’s chained You’re still in your prime Despite the mental decline It’s easier to describe while Acquainted with the unknown Wearing glasses you spray-painted black Avoiding eye contact As you crawl out from your selfish heap You’ll need a change of plans Because nothing will be as serene When you’re not under attack A walking symptom of the daily disease La la la la la la You’re still in your prime Despite the mental decline It’s easier to describe while Acquainted with the unknown When you’re facing the world at large Just turn the other way If you expect any different Still they'll treat you the same
8.
Occidental 04:26
Get it through your head Thoughts are rivers flowing Looking towards the west You never know where you’re going Sir, stay on the line Please don’t disengage Always ready to fight Often conversations faked Left by the wayside Forgotten puppeteer Tell me where it hurts I’ll try my best to care Dusting off the lens The view from here is perfect Better than we dreamt So let’s thank the architect Follow protocol After all this time It isn’t a fall Descending from the climb Left by the wayside Forgotten puppeteer Tell me where it hurts I’ll try my best to care Burying the knife
9.
Set Me Down 04:30
The past just makes us tense The more we reminisce And while under attack All we do is laugh You always set me down But I never let you down The wind will pave the streets Just as we had dreamt Now I’m talking to the dogs To them it all makes sense You always set me down But I never let you down You always set me down When I never let you down The chapter will conclude Regardless if you wait Interrupted interlude Give yourself some space You always set me down But I never let you down You always set me down When I never let you down
10.
Looser 04:26
The heart knows not What it truly wants The mind slows down Barely keeping up With how things get It’s no surprise To anyone except for me Two quarter-turns One about-face That never could Quite persuade Your amnesty Was without intent Rendering these efforts powerless Influence in motion Secretly revered Options are kept open The future’s so unclear
11.
I bow down just to watch you fall Our whispers tiptoe down the hall No one ever would have guessed This damsel’s always in distress But I still believe you Victim of your devise Every evening Hidden behind disguise Do you believe me? Take another moment to reflect Upon your already fading silhouette Everything is destined to repeat Waking up from the same old dream I still believe you Victim of your devise Every evening Hidden behind disguise Do you believe me? I bow down just to watch you fall Our whispers tiptoe down the hall No one ever would have guessed This damsel’s always in distress But I still believe you Victim of your devise Every evening Hidden behind disguise Do you believe me? Angel of mine
12.
Autumn 04:33
I lost my sense of worthlessness As the world slowly unraveled Scrape the barrel at the bottom Grasp at straws, you’ve had your final Just let it go She learned to put down her defenses I learned how not to kill my time If you’re not good at keeping secrets It’s no wonder how you’re treated Just let it go It’s dead and gone At the very least I’m grateful for the memories A day will come You’ll realize that you’re wasting all your energy To be honest…it sure seems that way I’m so deep in love with autumn When all the leaves are overrun What’s the use in being worried? If you’re never in a hurry With nowhere to go It’s dead and gone At the very least I’m grateful for the memories A day will come You’ll realize that you’re wasting all your energy To be honest…it sure seems that way
13.
Honestly... 04:11
Honestly… How can you distrust me? When you cannot trust yourself I think you need some time I’m drowning in A bath of chemicals today Cleared out all the shelves I think I need some time It’s a funny thing Or at least so I think Smiling through the night We all need some time Happily Counting down the days This jacket’s a bit too tight All I have is time
14.
Out of sight doesn’t quite mean That it will be out of mind But if you’ve a moment to spare Well then it’s not for nothin’ Feelings that you keep to yourself Won’t be of any use to me Months spent trying to piece things up Only to find it was all for nothin’ Just because with you it’s all black or white Two grays don’t make a right You’ve been swallowing a lot of pride And all I’ve got are these butterflies Well how was I supposed to know? It wasn’t you that I was waiting for All I had were moments to spare Now I know it’s not for nothin’ Just because with you it’s all black or white Two grays don’t make a right You’ve been swallowing a lot of pride And all I’ve got are these butterflies

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released May 19, 2017

Personnel:

John Samaras - Vocals, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, slide guitar, keyboards, piano, theremin, string arrangements, mixing
Sal Pisciotta - Bass, mixing

Special Thanks:

Joe Totino - drums, mixing, mastering
Erica Dicker - violin
Catherine Colquhoun - violin
Kimberly Musial - viola
Talia Dicker - cello

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